I lost a baby at 11 weeks almost 3 years ago. Those precious few weeks of motherhood were joyful and scary and incredibly wonderful. Brian and I loved that tiny baby more than we ever could have imagined. The day I knew the baby had died, was one of the worst I've experienced. A good friend who has gone through this more than once said it best, "I feel like my body is a graveyard." I felt it. Emptiness and death.
I feel healed in many ways, but I'll never forget the sweet time we spent loving that little unseen child. I often mistakenly assume that I will be the only one who will keep this memory...
I'm so thankful for those few people in my life who continue to remember this short life with me...
I was incredibly blessed this Mother's Day by a card from a dear friend. Just saying that she was thinking of me this weekend and was remembering our "Sweet Baby James".
Man, that meant the world to me.
what a precious friend, how blessed you are, friends who remember the sharpest moments along with the most joyful.
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*HUGS*
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